Saturday, August 26, 2006

was working 2day, as a promoter for Digi at Pyramid...
n i bumped into her, MeiYee wif her bf..
MeiYee is my ex, who dumped me for this guy(for those who dunno)
im such a failure huh?hehe
anyway, v just smiled at each other n walked off..din even like "how r u" n stuff..
i mean, it's been 4 months++ since i last saw her..which is also the day she left me but when i see her 2day,im just speechless...
last few weeks, im still like dying to see her, but i dun c..
but now when i already let everythg go, i see her..this is a funny world..

anyway, she was holding her bf hands soooo tight...as if it's crushing my heart..
yea, it did..a little..
back then i felt alil bit emo n lose the mood to work..
n i went on thinking bout the past..
the moments v had..happy moments, sad moments, n also the moment our relationship ends..
it's all past tense already by the way..i know i shouldnt b thinking of all these again..
felt abit funny..we were once so happy 2gether, but when v see each other 2day, it's like.."hey, i dunno u"...
this is HUMANISM...

went looking at my old pics the other day...
the lil boy who screw things up..



well, this is me in the age of 2-5 i thk?hehehe..i like the pic which i look like curi makan..wahhaha
n i grow...n grow...



n this is me in the age of 15 - 17..n i grow again..one of the pic is when im studying for SPM...lol..brainstorming~



n me currently!!!19~

i went on9 n did a short test..n i got these answer which i think is very true..

http://www.colorquiz.com/

Your Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, he pursues his objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting his nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels he can only be at peace when he has finally reached his goal.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left him listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him.Feels that he cannot do much about his existing problems and difficulties and that he must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective
Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.

Your Actual Problem
Has a fear that he might be prevented from achieving the things he wants. This leads him to employ great personal charm in his dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for him to reach his objectives.

have a nice day-

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