CK Corner

hmmm..here's some lil update bout my term break..
not really a break tho..
cz bad things STILL come..n it's WORSE

went to Cherating for camping to "release" n enjoy a break..
will blog about tht camping when i get all the photos..

but came back from Cherating, receive bad news.
1st, i failed my Marketing...not entirely fail, but i gotta pay rm200 to resit the paper n there goes my JobsDB salary!!
2nd, my grandma is goin for operation.

the latter 1 is the worse n i experienced the saddest moment in my life..relli, the saddest 1..
her intestine operation was successful, but her heart gets weak right after operation..
thn with medication, d heart gets stronger...
so it was a sunday, after visiting her in ICU, we went home n thought to visit her again the next day...she cant talk n was very very weak..but she's conscious..

reach home, i play PS2..play play play, i lost the game, n it says "Game Over" on the screen
n right at tht moment, phone rings...hospital calling.

it was 1am..everyone rushed to hospital...her heart is very veyr very weak..even with the strongest medication on..
everyone talked to her, give her strength..ask her to stay strong, ask her not to go...

at 7.10am, she left us...n that's the saddest moment in my life..
she had her last breathe right in front of me..n everyone...

the thing is, nobody expected this..everyone thought it's a minor operation..n after she gets well, she'll be relli in good health cz she doesnt have heart attack, cancer or wateva illness that normally cause death to an old person..it's only her intestine that has a problem..
v thought v can bring her travel around, have some good food..

even she, herself thought tht it's a minor operation...she can even joke with us, high-5 with us b4 she went for operation, telling us what she want after she gets well..

it was really an unexpected situation..the family is not ready for this..
she left not asny last word to us, but only memories..

memories keep flashing back in my mind..childhood ones and also recent ones..
i used to fetch her around Klang, "shopping".
she is like the head of the family..the oldest n the one who everyone pays respect to..
her gone is a very big change to the family.

ok..now she's gone, another problem occur.
due to her funeral, i cant go for Marketing exam to re-sit the paper..
so, i called The One n talked to the Student Register Admin(SRA)...
i tell them my condition and all..n guess wat they fucking say to me..
"so..what you expect us to do now?"
i was stoned over there...
^%*&$%&@*#&*!!!!! BIATCH right??? so fcuking irresponsible right???
then i said la, "er, can i like sit the paper again on another day? i already paid for it.."
n she said, "ar...ar...ar...i dunno la, cz...the test is already over..u wait, call u abck in 15 minutes.."
5 hours has passed, my phone hasnt ring yet..
i dunno, i have a feeling im gonna resit the whole subject for a term...n I DONT FCUKING WANT THAT!!

so, bad things are not OVER..n again, WHAT's NEXT????

-missing her-