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jz few days ago, i posted tht i'm free from stress n depression...
but it didnt last long..

it was 2am in th morning..im still in college, doing my assignment in the 2D animation lab...
together wif 7-10 other classmates, we were all doing our work n at the same time, having fun, chit chat, sing, n lotsa crap v do in the lab...

everyone gets hungry eventually..so Samuel n i volunteered to go ta pao Ramly Burger for them..
while waiting for the burger with Samuel, my fon rang..
it was my mom..

Mom : where are u now?

Me : still in college..y?

Mom: you still have alot to do?u wanna come back anot..v come pick u up..(thn my bro took the fon from my mom n continued)

Bro : r u done wif ur work yet?

Me : not relli..need another hour..where u all now?how come suddenly wanna pick me up?

Bro : Ur uncle has just passed away...

ok, aftr hang up, i just stone over thr..Samuel know wat happen d..he jz comfort me la..d burger's still cooking..i just stand thr..thinking..still dont believe what i've just heard..think n think..the past wif my uncle..she's my mom's brother anyway...

went back to the lab..pass the burgers around..but my face expression was a total different from before..my fren asked me y am i so cool out of a sudden..i told them bout the call..n i jz cant stand it, i went out of the lab, to the toilet n wept...

sitting down, in the toilet..crying..n thinking..
he's one of my fave uncle..he's a happy-go-lucky person..he's only in his 40's..he will tell u jokes u nvr hear b4..but now he's gone..somewhere relli far away..
i asked myself.."when was the last time i seen him?" i cant recall..i feel sooo bad..

back in those days, when i was still a lil kid, my siblings n i always go to his place...
but now v seldom go there..bz wif studies n all..when he comes to my place also, v're always upstairs in the room either sleeping or doing work..thn he'll come up wif his kids n all..
n whenever u c him, ur tension's gone...

y did he leave us so early?i miss him...

i have a final project to hand in tmr..sumthg like the robot design, but this time design a scientist and a vehicle..
i haven even draw a line for tht..
b4 this, i already planned my time n all..
but suddenly have this bad news, my time all went wrong..even my emotion...
this would b my last project of the term..i have another 15hrs to hand it in..
hope i can make it in time..
the robot itself i took about 2 days+..
i wonder how am i gonna manage this...challenge